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ngashingh
30 May 2010 @ 08:33 pm
I bet everyone thought I had abandoned this livejournal... but I simply didn't have time to update...
Actually I am not really free but I guess, since I am stuffed with so much emotion right now, I can just drop by and leave some lines...

STRESS.
Project Work.
CCA.
Debate.

I swear I have not been studying at all. I am so busying doing my PW, brainstorming about my CCA research and preparing for the debate.
I am stressed. So much that I want to change CCA now.



Everything is just getting worse as I have not seen him and talked to him for so long.
And I will not be able to see him at all for the next 4 days.*oh gosh feel like fainting*

My friend said one-way love was miserable.

Yes, it is.
You miss someone to death and you are unable to do anything about it.

I miss him. A lot. So much. So intensely I just wish I was invisible so that I could sit outside his window and stare at him all night. I wish I could somehow meet him at the corridor and he would talk to me.

That would help me feel better for a while.



How do you know when you love someone? How do you know that it is not infatuation/crush?

Is it like this?

I have never experienced a feeling so intense before.
But probably it's not love. It's just infatuation with a lot of admiration.



Sometimes I wish he could just break-up with his girlfriend.
because he feels frustrated and miserable in this relationship. (it is not an excuse. it's my true feeling)
so that I can spend time talking to him without that annoying tinge of guilt.
because when he replies "I am going out with P tomorrow"  it does hurt very much.

But I know I will still stand no chance in the end.

Oh please, all I want is to see him and talk to him because my heart is going to burst any moment now...
 
 
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ngashingh
22 January 2010 @ 12:22 pm


made myself a Vietnamese CyWorld (since it's super difficult to get a real Korean one...)
still haven't figured out how to use it though...
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ngashingh
14 December 2009 @ 04:44 pm


ANNYEONGHASAEYO~

Firstly I want to say
Sorry Sorry naega naega naega bajeop
to my f-list for disappearing all this while...

;____;

I have not been updating and commenting lately
MIANHAEEEEEEE~

So I am just posting random stuff
to tell you that I am actually alive

FIRST OF ALL CONGRATS ON MY SUPER TALENTED SUJU BOYS FOR THEIR AWARDS @ GOLDEN DISK!!!!
Sorry Sorry was such a success Super Junior seriously deserves those awards XDDD
now I am really happy
cuz 2PM had MAMA
and SUJU had GOLDEN DISK~~~

K-Idols are visiting Singapore @_@
Just at the right time when I am back home for hol @_@
First Lee Minho, FT Island and now Brown Eyed Girls...
How am I gonna be able to take this? :(( :(( :((
If one day SUJU or 2PM come to Singapore when I am back home I swear I will never go home for hol anymore!!!
(oh and the best will be when I decide to do that they actually go visit Vietnam @___@)

Anyway, my younger brother got obsessed with HEART BEAT omg ideky
SERIOUSLY
and he is only NINE YEARS OLD
LMAO
He listened to the song while I was watching the MV
and the next day he asked if I had the mp3 in my phone
I said yes and he kept borrowing my phone and kept listening to HEART BEAT over and over again
and I just knew yesterday that he had copied all Heartbeat MVs and perfs from my hard disk to his folder in the comp
LMAO he even sings along

I have been taking Korean class for... 2 weeks?
there are only about 8-9 students in the class
(think not many people are interested in learning Korean here)
I jumped straight to the 2nd class, since I has already known the 'alphabet' and some basic stuff
but the class is quite slow/... and boring...
but at least the teacher is good (he has lived in Korea before)
I manage to understand the lessons
but actually I get a little frustrated cuz my Korean seems to improve at a really slow pace @___@

OH YAH I HAVE JUST WATCHED YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME
AND I THINK THE DRAMA IS AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAZING
JANG GEUN SUK is such a handsome and amazing actor
HE TOTALLY MADE ME LOVE TAEKYUNG!!!
AND YES I DO LOVE JEREMY TOO CUZ HONGKI'S ACTING IS SO WINNNNNN!!!!!
and for the record UEE is surprisingly good at acting too
The fact that all the cast was using CORBY ANYCALL in the drama makes me 100000 times happier!!!!
one more reason for me to getting this phone!!!!
(beside the fact that 2pm was endorsing it XDD)

I think the phone looks really cute!
Touch screen, bright color and the prize is okay~
^o^
however they are not selling LIME color in Sing and Vietnam
not that I really like lime but the cupid pink color is not the shade that I like
and Taec endorses ENERGETIC GREEN plus Taekyung used the lime corby in the drama
hohoho my biases...

talking about Corby, I really dunnuwhut about My Color MV
Taec looks like Turtle Nija (oh dun remind me of the cornbrows ;___;)
Wooyoung did not look glam either (the eyeliner so destroys his face)
Nickhun in pink lace (and no need for more words)

and Sorry Sorry - Answer MV...
I was so thrilled and excited to watch a new Super Junior MV (especially when it's for SORRY SORRY RNB)
but
well, after watching the MV I have a strange feeling it is another one in the series of low-budget MVs of SME
;___;
all the things that upset me:
1. KIBUM IS NOT IN IT and I wonder id he will ever appear again
2. KANGIN almost doesn't appear in the vid!!!
3. They left the writer's voice in the song ;___; haizz why couldn't they just let Hae or Min sing the part?
4. I dunno, just that the vid was not that well done...

Xmas is coming anyway
I think I will have a wish list of my own
(a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally long list!!!)

oh and btw I my bro makes me addicted to RESTAURANT CITY on facebook
*face palm*
yeah~
 
 
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
 
 
ngashingh
22 November 2009 @ 03:53 pm

Usually I don't post perf, but this perf is quite unusual so I just put it here in case there's someone want to discuss/spazz too

I don't really like the clothes for this perf
but then there was Taec's and Chansung's nipples exposing so teh ugliness is canceled out

I am still hoping they will tie Taec's hair like in the MV someday
but at least they did not put the dried PVA glue/cobweb/flour on his hair...
(and I was so disappointed by his hair in MAMA, his ears sticked out too much)
and

WHAT HAPPENED TO JUNHO'S HAIR?
the ponytail could hardly be seen
and at first glance his hairstyle looks like a female's
(or am I too sensitive with not-so-pretty hair?)

okay...

The "cheerleader" part, for some reasons
TAEC did not do the hand movement
it was as if he was trying to help Woo and Junsu stand in balance
he did not roll either...
something wrong?
did Taec hurt his back the previous perf?
or did they just want to make the perf safer?

the ending was done by Junho, not Wooyoung
(so did Wooyoung get hurt too or they really planned this?)
and of course it was different
however, Junho seemed to hurt his back after the movement... 0__0
(Junho why did you work too hard?)
(or was it on purpose?)

AAAAAAAAA
I WANT TO WATCH MAMA
WILL THEY BROADCAST IT ON KBS WORLD
(HAISH MAYBE NOT)

WANT TO WATCH HEARTBEAT MC AND INKI THIS WEEK
(FEEL LIKE I AM GONNA DOWNLOAD ALL HEARTBEAT PERFS @___@)
 
 
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ngashingh
22 November 2009 @ 09:50 am
I JUST READ THE NEWS ABOUT MAMA THIS MORNING
I AM SO SKFDJGBWEIGBEWJRGBEJQ THAT I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY NOW

2PM
Artist Of The Year
Best Male Group



SUPER JUNIOR
(though they were not there since SME boycotted MAMA)

GV Popularity Award
Overseas Viewer Award
Mobile Popularity Award

SUPM FTW!!!!!!
SUPM FTW!!!!!!
SUPM FTW!!!!!!


I am so happy 2pm got those awards
They so freaking deserve it
after what they have gone through

Wooyoung was crying so much it hurts
All of them were thinking about and thanking JAY
(Oh please JAY just come back already!!!! ;__;)

Super Junior!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first I thought they did not win anything and I was so pissed with SME for boycotting MAMA
but then I found out they DID win 3 awards
(which were based on public votes and MAMA could not do anything but give the awards to them!!!!)

SO PROUD OF MY SUPM!!!!

Since Super Junior was not there
Here are so touching 2PM moments for ya all...
(*brb after finish sobbing*)



 
 
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